I’m just sitting listening to some music and thinking about so many things. Mostly I’m thinking about the things that are important to me, the precious feelings and people that make my life feel worth living. The fun and frustrating people that help me grow into the person I would like to be and the me I hope to become in the end. I had a blast tonight at Friday Perkins night. I felt young and free. Laughing with Jordan and his friends gives me so many amazing memories I will cherish. With a warm cup of chai as my blanket and companion it is makes me thankful to be alive. To have these people and moments in my life I know is a true gift from god. This reminds me that life is dance. You really do learn as you go. A person may not have all the answers, but the lesson is the fun part. The gain is more than the loss I hope. I also hope that I will finally learn all the steps and tune before I have to perform in front of an audience. This may sound like a bunch of crazy, but I guess I am feeling kind of warm and toasty tonight. I feel very hopeful, like I found god in a cup of Perkins chai tea. The warm blanket of feelings he wants me always to have. The safety he wants for me in those feelings. Well it is really late tonight and I should stop before I get too philosophical. Have a nice night blogger friends.
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