Bubbly Feeling of Innocence

Faith; it gets us through the most devestating and confusing times we will ever see. It helps us believe that maybe once in awhile we don't have to be scared and that we can actually trust people. In June of 2006 I thought I was able to trust someone, and it turned out that I couldn't. However in June 2007 I learned that trusting people is a chance, a risky action you have to be willing to take. Sometimes like the last summer it leaves you sad with your chips out and your money gone. In other times it shows you the real growth inside of yourself and you win big.

I have found happiness this summer, but I have also found myself afraid because of last. I didn't think that I would feel this way in quite awhile, because of how broken I was last year. But it seems that even after all of this I have found that maybe trusting people isn't my flaw. That it is just a part of life, to take risks. As for my feeling I have this bubbly feeling. Maybe it is the Colbie Calliet song or my giggly nature. But I feel Bubbly!

Being such a musically inspired person I have had a few songs on my mind lately, but only a two in my heart. Colbie's Bubbly and Avril's Innocence seem to be what are consuming my thoughts.

Well so I can only say so much right now, since it is very new to me and I don't want to jynx anything. Below I have the lyrics to the songs.

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place

Under covers staying safe and warm

You give me feelings that I adore

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliance
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I'm haven't fallen yet, and I am not the type of girl that does so easily. But wow, I have heard some of the sweetest things I never thought I would. I am glad for a reason to smile, because honestly I haven't really smiled in a long time.