Sunday, August 19

Everyone Is Thinking About The Future

I am exhausted, I'm stressed about school, but depsite all of this I feel rather blessed in my life. So my summer is ending a little sooner than most people, but I have loved this summer. I am proud of how it went, because I know it is my last real young summer. It is funny how different summers can be from each other. How one summer can leave you feeling so lost and scared. So literally broken, that you don't belong. Then you see the events of a new summer, one that leaves you amazed by how happy you can actually feel. But I seem to always be talking about that these days.

So good bye August, hello September! I am starting to get excited for the new adventures this year. The new feeling for myself, they are really scary and leave me so tired sometimes thinking about them, but they have helped me grow up. It is funny because it seems I am not the only one thinking about the future. Even High School Musical 2 and Troy Bolton has me thinking about my future. I only pray god will help me balance this new life. I am very glad that the High School Musical movies have been on, it has helped me forget for even a second about how scared I am about my future. But for right now I am trying to be so worried about the boy, the school and the other things. I am blabbering on about school, while people who actually read these blogs still have weeks before school starts. So I will say good night and I hope you all will wish me good luck tomorrow, my first day of college.

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