Forgiven

I’m not exactly sure why, but March seems to be one of those months. One of those months that leads me to write. Spring is in the air and I think I spend my new lighted days staying up late in thought. Letting my feeling flow on paper, letting my thoughts come into reality. Trying to make sense of all of them. I have learned about forgiveness this week. About god and my strength in him to be the best person I can be. So I just got off the phone, talking about how blogging makes me feel free. The funny thing is I felt like blogging more this time about forgiveness in a new sense. Anyway, my point being that I learned about how god wants us to forgive the people in our lives, the people we love. This is because he loved us so much that he sent his only son to come and pay for our sins to be forgiven. I think this is the most important lesson of Easter I have had in all my nineteen years. I think god gave me this situation to show me what it means to truly forgive someone because of love. To look past their sins of life and look at what they can be after the sins have been forgotten. I have this sudden epiphany and this beautiful understanding now. It took a long time to forgive Matt at seventeen and eighteen because I didn’t love him. I wasn't even close to having those good feelings for him. When you love someone, like I do love Jordan, it is easy to forgive them. So all things may not be forgotten quickly, but the forgiveness helps me heal more. March is a good month, may not be as pure as April or as beautiful as May. However I allows me to get some great life lessons. It is funny when it seems that everything is falling apart, god has a way of putting it back together. Good Night Folks and remember forgiveness is in your heart.