Life, Love, and Why

It is another Saturday night, another evening just sitting in the dark of my room the only thing a glaring computer screen. The vast white of the screen makes me start wondering what life has in store for me. I have been busy these last couple days trying to get ready for the rest of my life. I have no idea what life beyond high school is going to be like but I hope and pray for the best. I have a new faith in myself, of my future. There are things on my mind like a normal teenager life, love, and why. A great song by Switchfoot. Two weeks until Sonshine!!! So excited for that. Um... what else is there? The 4th of July cabin trip with Lauren should rock also. I can't wait!

Have you ever made of fool of yourself? Have you gotten so flustered over a situation, that you began blurting things out, just so that the words didn't strangle you any longer. Did you ever wish, dream, hope, pray for something? To try your hardest to look at the bigger picture, to look at all the risk that is involved. Have you ever been so scared to do something because you feel that you may not be ready for it. Or have you ever wanted and not wanted something at the same time. Did you ever try to protect yourself so much because of your past, that you make stupid excuses to yourself. Have you ever tried to forget a past and then when you really want it gone, it just tends to be there when you definately don't need it. Do you try your hardest to be logical and romantic at the same time? Do you know that you are young and you are allowed to make a few mistakes, but are you afraid that they might be too big to even risk it? Have you ever sat blogging, thinking about the people in your life and wondering which ones are going to stay and which ones are going to leave? Welcome to the mind of a female teenage graduate. She believes in fairy tales and dreams come true. She waits for no one because she doesn't have the time. She likes to really get to know a person and she is serious about every relationship she has. Whether it be a great friendship or just a page in her storybook. She blabbers on.