Crazy

Am I crazy?

Is it just me or is finding a decent guy getting harder and harder these days? It seems I have found attractive guys, but they just seem to be more interested in anything other than me. I don't know maybe it's just the hoilday season and not having anyone special in my life. OH MY GOODNESS I swear I sound so pathetic. I love the hoilday season, don't get me wrong. But there is something about not having a boyfriend that tends to ware on my heart. Am I weird? Am I just in love with love? Do I have some mutation, unknown to me? I sound like such a teenager. I hate sounding like a teenager, I mean I want to br mature for my age. I am usually so level headed. Is that a problem? Ah teen angst, what is better than that? Why am I using so many question marks? Ah because I am a seventeen year old girl that is so confused. I wish someone could just say something or do something that would make me less confused. I don't want to sound like a sympathy case that is why I will stop this here. So if anyone has advice, please let me know because it will be greatly recieved. Oh well another day in the mind of me.
Peace and Joy this Holiday Season!
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