Bittersweet

Wow, it's been awhile
Have you ever had one of those days that is just so overwelming that it leaves you feeling numb and alone.
Don't take things for granted people.
I don't think I've felt normal since Saturday. I guess you could say it happened yesterday. I went to go see the movie "Stay" and it was a good movie, but it left me in a fog of ilogical feelings and thoughts. It was a psychological thriller filled with the numbness of an ending. But that is beside the point. Today I thought the numbness would subside, but still I felt gloomy. It's been one of those days where something bad will happen and then something kinda good will happen, and then it comes and becomes bad again. Like in a full circle. We are going to have to put my dog Coco down. I have had this dog since I was 4 years old and I just turned 17. If you do the math, that is 14 years this dog has been apart of my life. I can't talk much anymore. Maybe when I can make sense of life. But one thing is, Bittersweet never could describe my life more. I still have my faith to keep me warm at night, it may not be able to save us from the pain of death or from the destruction it brings. But it will keep you warm at night. No matter what happens to you folks keep your faith because sometimes something bad needs to happen in order for something really good to happen.