A Faithfilled Girl Quotes Teddy Geiger

Deep Breath in... Deep Breathe out...

"I've got some problems, but we've got ten dollars that's enough to get us wasted before the night is over. These past five days I've been completely sober, but tonight I'm being ripped open."

I have been listening to the song this piece came from lately. For awhile there I wasn't sure who sang it, but checking my sampler cover I saw that is by Dave Melillo. This weekend I just constantly listened to it and felt that it was a cool song. I had no idea that this piece that I constantly listened to would have such an impact on my thoughts these days. I don't drink, but I had been sober from a certain situation and then last night I was thrown for a loop. I have definitely had my share of problems these days and I had no idea how to solve them. This year, my last year of high school was supposed to be free of this stuff. I was stating in other blogs that I was finally done with it all. However that isn't how life wants to go. I wanted to be focused and have a future instead of living in an unreachable past. Nonetheless I believe God gave me clarity today. All day I was in this fog I hated being in and shouldn't have been in, it was literally suffocating me. I learned that God sees the differences between things that are "sweet" and "thoughtful"; and things that are truly honest. I have deciphered certain things and have an honest approach to it now. For a long time I had been wondering why I was the one that got sucked into this whole bad situation, into a world of confusion and so much pain. Today I got my answer, this situation taught me that God needed me to be broken and bruised in order to grow up. That I needed to be taught life lessons, and that they don't come at an easy price. I learned that I am powerful, I am beautiful, and I need not be afraid anymore. I learned a lesson on independence. Fear, hope, life, freedom these are a part of breathing and everyone deals with it. I live in reality, I do not live in the past and I am getting more and more angry with the person that keeps dragging me out of my peaceful reality. He must not realize how much he hurts me, how I wish he would just let me go. You had your chance and it is over. Don't whine and cry, because it just makes you look desperate and pathetic. And believe me it doesn't help. "No I'm not angry, and no I'm not upset (anymore), it's taken me awhile, but this is what I've learned. Emotional attachment is really not a threat, when I'm simple not concerned." So you want to quote Teddy Geiger, well now it is my turn. Read the lyrics and realize that I'm just the girl you never wanted and the women you will NEVER have.

Air Dry – Teddy Geiger
Well I kissed the rain

I waited up

you're pouring dragons in my cup

done trying

I can't cope with it

well get over it

yeah, I'm over it

well I'm tired of night and I cant breathe

you blew me off so easily

it's different between you and me

and I'm over it

you'll get over it

{chorus:}

I'm not the jealous type

who doesn't sleep at night

you've got your karma

I know I've got mine

and all my tears will air dry

with just a little time

air dry

well I heard you played behind my back

was I a fool to not react?

lets go to tape and play it back

I was out of it

I was under it

your little spells worked quietly

your good byes left me

wondering but now that I'm gone you contemplate

if you're over me

well you used to be

{Chorus:}

you only wanted it

once I was over it

you go your way

I know I'll go mine

all my tears will air dry

with just a little time

air dry

how was I supposed to know

you never told me what you want

I can't read your mind

you never bothered to look inside of mine

I used to wake up every morning

and all I could do was think of you

it was all a lie

it was all a lie (lie)

Oh yeah

{Chorus}

So I leave you with my one last thought. You had your karma and now I have mine.
Please just leave me alone.