Mouth Shut

Hello Blogger friends I am in one of those "late night moods" again. I’m am freshly cultured and wishing to be a vampire. So I know a lot has happened since I last have written, but I think I’ll save my trip to Canada for another time when I feel more peppy and festive. However right now I’m too upset and tired.

I don’t know why I feel this way. I don’t want people to believe that I get angry easily because I don’t. I just have buttons that he knows how to push. Maybe I don’t like being told yes when the answer is really no. I hate being told that someone cares about me when we are alone, but can’t seem to understand when I’m upset that his decisions don’t include me in them. Not a really caring thing to do. If you truly care about someone sometimes you need to put your selfish things aside because you know that if you follow through with them it could hurt the person you supposedly care for. It is funny how he can’t see how much he loosing me. I mean if you tell someone you are going to see a movie with them, see the movie with them. Is that really such a difficult concept to follow? Maybe it is just me and my emotions getting the best of me. I’m tired so I will talk about this more later maybe. Happy Twilight Spring!