I'll Be More Than You Can Ask For

I have been so busy so I apologize for the lapse in time between blogs.

A WHOLE MONTH I know!

It is another Saturday after SNL and I sit here different. I have a new perspective to my life. I am so happy, it has been "wild" and I don't know if I have ever felt so safe, so beautiful in my life before. Half of it scares me, half it makes me so happy. Right now and lately I have been listening to the music that I love and have been discovering more I didn't even know was possible. Some old songs by Edwin McCain and two songs particular. I'll Be and Could Not Ask For More. They have just been great songs that explain the feelings I feel and the ones to hope to share, with him. Last year about this time I was thrown into a heated and nasty situation, full of drama and sad feelings. I now sit here after Homecoming 2007, as an alumni and find that I have the best person by my side. I find myself trusting him more and more. I find myself letting go of old pain and finding new ones. I find myself missing him and understanding the pain in that. It is nobody's fault, it is just a part of life sometimes. I know this is getting really deep and thoughtful, but like I said I normally get this way on Saturday nights. To this boy in question, you know who you are. I don't wanna leave this happiness, I don't ever want to forget this feeling. I love it and I don't want to let it go. "I'm Yours" I won't ever forget that or take it for granted. If your mine then "I'm Yours" also. Like I've said before "I'll go as far as you want to take me." Just know that I care, I know life hasn't been easy for us and this relationship, but I hope it only gets better with time. I pray for you every night and wish on stars for your happy thoughts. I know I'm being cheesy right now. But it is late and I miss you. My font is white, pure and innocent, like me. Please don't see that as an opportunity to hurt me, don't take my trust in you for granted either. As long as we have that clear I'll start giving you pieces of my heart. "I'll be everything and more you can ask for."