Saturday, February 3

A Song To Sing

Lately I have been listening to Hanson constantly and I am remembering how talented they are. I miss those days of Hanson, and lLisa Frank, those were the best days of my life. Well I suppose alot has happened since my last blog. I spent time with two of the best people in the world. My friend Amanda and Lizzy. We had some kick ass sleepovers and I remembered what a true sleepover is about. I have been alittle boy crazy and addicted to Hanson. I am trying to remember my goals for life and working hard on making them. Ilan won Top Chef! That was exciting and a bittersweet moment. I have been watching this show since October and suddenly it was over and I realized how much time had past and that it was already February. I have four months until graduation and am looking forward to the new things in my life. College is not going to be easy and I am not looking forward to being responsible for myself yet. I guess I am trying to remember that god will help me through this huge transition in my life. I hope and I think I know I will deal with this better than some other people I know. I have a postive disposition about this and I am actually excited. In about 2 years I will be a Pastry Chef and I am so looking forward to that. I want to live in Boston. Marry a man that is good to me and have children with that man and stay happy as long as I live. That is my perfect dreams, to fall in love and stay that way forever. I have never been in love and I suppose that is all I want. Just to marry the first man that I fall in love with and who loves me back, more than I can ever imagine. I want to stay close with the few people I have allowed myself to trust. There has only been a few and I am afraid that after graduation I will lose touch with them. I only hope that I won't and that they won't either. *Yawn* Drew Barrymore is on SNL. Must go watch. Have fun.

Listen to A Song to Sing by Hanson. It is amazing!

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