Lazy Sunday Evening

So has you can probably guess from the creative title, I am sitting here on a Sunday night with nothing else to do, but ponder. I had a nice Easter and although things might be a little hectic in my life, I do honestly feel blessed. I got the new James Blunt CD and also my album of the month "Underage Thinking" by Teddy Geiger. I sure do love that music. I hope someday I can meet Teddy, if only just to tell him how honest he is. So what is it about music that makes you feel like questioning your life and the quality of it. Am i doing the things I'll look back on and say that I tried or the things that say "You are just a scared little girl/" Rejection is a difficult thing, but I'm not scared of it anymore. I feel so lame telling these things to a computer screen and not to someone that cares about me. Is this what my life has become? Communication through a world of unknown bloggers and cyberweb, a computer who will never talk back to me or say what needs to be said? This must be a lonely nation then. Maybe one day I'll find that person, but today, for today I will be happy to be alive.