Reality (It Happens in the 'Real World')

Some might say that I did a bad thing, that I hurt someone. Well I did hurt someone and in reality I have no regret of doing so, I was honest and I told the truth. I didn't lie to someone continually and I didn't lead anyone on. I just made them feel the pain I once held inside of my own heart. I made them come into this idea of reality and that you can't get away with messing with people and their feelings. My thought and my feelings are now happy, not because I hurt someone, but because I was finally able to let them go. To make them realize that is was too hard to sit there and tell them that I actually still respected them when in reality I didn't. Life is not predictable; it is never going to be easy. I have figured this out in my discovery of the new 'real world' and I am embracing my decisions in it, to get rid of people that bring me down. Life might make you feel hopeless, but I won't be hopeless. Sometimes life makes you sad, but I won't dwell on this sadness for long. The times, in which I am happy, never will I take those moments for granted. People will anger you, and I will try not to hold grudges and I will try to get rid of this bitterness inside of me. In reality people will let you down, but I won't let them bring me down for long. In the 'real world' the one person you thought would never break your heart probably will. But I have learned that despite all these things I will still love people and I will still trust people. I look forward to the future, because that is my only hope. I will and have gotten stepped on; I know that it wasn't my fault because I have beauty and there was evil things in my old my world. I understand that even at the age of eighteen that I am naive, but I won't let my elders treat me like I am dumb to the world. And most importantly in the future I will live and love truly. The pain is gone and I am free.