It Ends Tonight

It is kind of late and I am just killing some time until SNL is on. I have been addicted to this song lately and it really is one of those songs that speaks to a person. It talks about everything to me and speaks to certain people about my feelings on my life now. There is a line that says, "maybe it's best you leave me alone." I love how this one line speaks and states what I am saying. The song is It Ends Tonight (the title of this blog also) and it is by All American Rejects. I heard this song at the perfect time in my life. When I wasn't sure if I should hang on or let go. Well this song helped me to let go, 'to end', if I might say. I love music and I love this new feeling of confidence and independence. I don't need someone to 'make' me happy, I need someone who I'm happy with. Alot of this is probably meaningless to most of you so I will change the topic and 'end this topic tonight'. So let us see Homecoming was um... interesting and I am having fun in senior year of school. I guess when you rarely have homework on many days it is fun to be in school. I am so excited at the many other things to come. I can't wait for Thanksgiving this year. There will be a new baby to coo over, and I am so excited for my cousin. There will be so many family members eating and being merry. I love this time of the year. From September 1st to December 31st is the best time to be alive. Although there have been many tragic things that have happen throughout many years I still love this time of the year. Maybe it is the hope, that despite all the bad, there are still good things in the world. I know I will not be on this world forever, but taking pride and loving the little things is what is going to help me survive. So tonight the sadness ends, I am not going to let someone take away my favorite time of the year. I already wasted a summer over it. Thank you to Amanda, because without her, I wouldn't have survived my high school years so far. "When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight." My forgotten childish fears, my petty high school years and all those wasted tears. Good Bye!