I Think I'll Go To Boston!

Well when god placed me on this earth he never said that my journey back to him would be an easy one. "One day at a time I will walk this road you've given me." Boy have a really been traveling down the wrong path these past 7 months. I followed this path that looked sunny and bright and easy. Well throughout my journey I learned that this path, was not the one god wanted me to follow. I had gotten lost in this path, but god was like my shepard and guided me back to the straight and narrow. I have always loved music and it always seems to answer my prayers, like the gift of being able to listen to what god is saying to me. Like when I am sad, god sends me a song that says you will be ok. When I am happy, the song says I am proud of you at looking at the bigger picture and doesn't it feel good to do the right thing no matter how much it might hurt someone else. I am happy, it has taken me awhile and alot of issues within my faith in god, but I have faith, I really and truly do. I don't care about the little petty things in life anymore. The broken hearts, the people that caused them. I care about the future that I have with god. I love him, I know I do, I know that I need him. I have been listening to the song Boston by Augustana lately and it is a soft song stating that we want to be somewhere else. Like the singer wants to go to Boston to get away from his trouble, I want to go somewhere too, someday. I want to go where god leads me. It may seem like a rant, but this is a heart, my heart feeling liberated. This is my feeling of being loved by someone and knowing that I love them back. I don't need to find a boy right now, I just want god in my life. God will find that boy for me. I feel a fresh breath in my lungs, the breath of a women who is waving goodbye to the little girl inside of her. She is saying that she will see the little girl soon and that the little girl will always be a part of her. She is saying to the little girl that she doesn't need to be afraid, because god is with her.

My favorite bible verse right now: John 16:33

"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."
In this verse it says that you do not have to be afraid of the hardship in the world, the rude comments and the world that is hurtful because god and jesus have already conquered the world.

In this verse it says that you do not have to be afraid of the hardship in the world, the rude comments and the world that is hurtful because god and jesus have already conquered the world.

Boston - Augustana

in the light of the sun,

is there anyone?

oh it has begun...

oh dear you look so lost,

eyes are red and tears are shed

,this world you must've crossed...you said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,

you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

essential and appealed,

carry all your thoughts across an open field,

when flowers gaze at you...

they're not the only ones who cry

when they see you

you said..

you don't know me, you don't even care,

you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
she said I think I'll go to Boston...

I think I'll start a new life,

I think I'll start it over,

where no one knows my name,

I'll get out of California,

I'm tired of the weather,

I think I'll get a lover and fly around to Spain...

I think I'll go to Boston,

I think that I'm just tired

I think I need a new town,

to leave this all behind...

I think I need a sunrise,

I'm tired of the sunset,

I hear it's nice in the Summer,

some snow would be nice...

Boston...where no one knows my name...

"She said, I think I'll go to Boston""I think I'll start a new life"